(LONELINESS)

Yes i fear this word,

Yes i fear to face this world.

At times when alls still and all is wild

I feel it inside me clear.

At times when all are here,

When i am being cared

I feel it inside me deep.

It is this fear that makes me not trust,

Not sing along the melody gale,

Not swing along the happy sail,

Not love the loving soul.

What is this fear,why is this fear,

The question being the answer to self,

The steps retraced when steps paced ahead,

The mocking fate prying around,

Its hard,its never the same.

If i could,yes,if i could,

Rewrite my story again,

I would start from the place i began.

Erase, what is called PAIN,

Thrashing loneliness to oblivion

And just a little love to gain...

(another phase of our lives which sometimes sojourns in us or may even rest deep seadtedly)

A DAUGHTER’S PROMISE TO A FATHER

                        No matter how hard the blow might be,

                            It won’t be harb to shatter your child ,

                      For its the same courage you instilled, its the same

                             Blood running my vein.

                      Your words are those verses for me which have

                             Taught me to face the crowd,

                      Your support is that wall on which i can lean

                              Upon when all others have demolished.

                       Life has shown touch pictures to you,

                              it was never a smooth run,

                       it was a struggle for every single pence,

                               censure and betrayal weren’t uncommon,

                      So it is natural dear father

                             for you to be apprehensive....

                     to fear about my future ,my fate.

                       Dear father, its a promise today,

                            i wont disappoint you,

                        won’t let that pride fall,

                     won’t be hurt by any emotional upsurge,

                         won’t be tired to reach my goal,

                     and finally won’t step behind

                              to fulfil all your dreams

                  -won’t fall short to be fit enough

                          To call myself a good daughter.

                                                  A daughter’s earnest desires from the deepest core of her heart!